Sometimes I can't realize,

How much you mean to me,

Sometimes I just can't understand,

I just feel so alone and inside myself,

Like no one even cares about me,

Not even you,

Like I should just go away forever,

And never return,

Then again, maybe I should just leave,

Leave this earth, and leave my sorrows behind,

Never come back, never come back to listen,

To listen to those sweet heavenly words that protrude from your lips,

The words that set me free,

The words you say that enlighten me,

Me an the way I am,

All of the things I am thinking,

And all of my deep desires,

Everything I've ever wanted,

But you know,

It's all just another one of my hopeless dreams,

Dreams that can and will never come true,

Not even if I did leave the earth,

And take my desires with me,

Never can anything I want come true,

Never.