I'm finally happy,

But I feel I've abandoned a new friend,

Just so I could regain an old one.

Its weird,

I thought whe was my best friend,

But I seem to be happier when I'm not around her.

I should feel bad about that,

But I don't.

Maybe I should've ended our friendship,

Maybe it would've been better that way.

I couldn't then,

Ican't now.

I see her face and I can't bring myself to hurt her.

If I did,

I wouldn't have anyone to talk to.

I guess that's not so bad,

That's how it used to be,

Is that how I want it now.