Or Never
By: Murasaki
rebuked by the chains of anger i find myself stained and poured
with desolence and violent acts that i know aren't my own
but why is it my hands raise in innosence as if i were
culprit, what has happened though i am foreign to why
something tells me to watch behind me every moment
though i know the enemy will approach beperched
and that i will no longer be at one with myself
nor shall i be myself any longer as one but
in multiple pieces of my mortality incline
and the knife riles down with broodance
and greed and all that boils within you
as i have identified my noble violator
and that her hands have damned me
into the very placement i decay in
even in this festering existance
thus left alone to my shame
and tempramental anger
that borne me to this
way of the world
that pierced me
to the walls
of nothing
..forever..