Do I or don't I?

It's the hardest decision I'll ever have to make.

I don't want to,

But I feel as though I have to.

I feel as like I can't take any more,

But in reality I can,

I just don't want to.

Its been hard to go this long.

Do I want to just give up?

I don't know what to do,

I'm so damn confused.

What will happen if I do?

What will happen if I don't?

Hard questions to answer,

Hard decision to make.